Happy HAPPY NEW YEAR ! (=

as 2009 is drawing to an end... let's pray everything will be AWESOME in 2010 which is coming in not more than 3 1/2 hours ! yyyeeeeeeeeeepppppppeeee !



so.....
before the network gets jammed ...

let me THE LENG ZAI of 2009 wishes u guys...have a



FANTASTIC January :D

LOVABLE February :)

MARVELOUS March =)

LUCKIEST April ^^

ENJOYABLE May <3

SUCCESSFUL June (=

WONDERFUL July (;

INDEPENDENT August [=

TASTIEST October <:

BEAUTIFUL November x!

n...



HAPPIEST December ♥!

ppl lets forget bout the past...look forward to the future

n

ROCK IT !

you said that the past is the past

xoxo !

~Z.X~

1 more?!

*tring* my cellphone rang... i saw an incoming msg from wai yan ... i was thinking probably is some new year wishing msg...BUT it turns out to give me the -WHHHAAT !- look. grr...

my dear zhi ying♥ aka zhi zhi...is leaving us ! * how dare she >< * ..she is going to singapore to study ...n probably leaving this SATURDAY ! for god's sake...they really like to giv us last minute surprises dun they?! *fainted* ... i heard zhi zhi mentioned it b4 but i din know it's real... oh well...now... *counting with my 10 fingers* OMG ! 28 prefects left? we were a big big family of 35...now... SPEECHLESS.

now...who else wanna leave huh?! next year my beloved leng zai buddy - EDWIN LAU is leaving to aus. all my buddies...r ditching me here...right herE ! *how cruel are they )=* -sobs- but ... look at the bright side... no one has 16 twice....they go far away from their families n frens jz to have a better future...to achieve their goals...to live a better life.. ! so i think i should pray for them...wish them all the best...n jz hope they always remember me... )': sad case..

nyway... i found this when i on my msn.

the Taylors' Split ...
another sad case... -sigh-

this is life... always has been in this way...

i still love my frens ... always have always will.

xoxo
♥ all my buddies !

~Z.X~

i'm stupid i'm useless i never do anything...right

hey peeps ! i'm updating my blog using my dad's new laptop (= ahah ! oh anyway...window 7 is cool ! pretty awesome ! though it jz has trial games ... hehe

hmm...i'm so looking forward to next MON ! we r going to see each other again ! time really flies, remember we were preparing for PMR b4 trial....n now ! we got our result n ready to step in another new year... ! 2010 ! oh well...this year is fast...emo...n a little happy for me ! that's undeniable (= fast maybe is becuz we jz study,exam,study n exam again...n again oh well =.='''

emo is becuz -U KNOW- ... that kills me kinda ....harsh n i took a long LONG time to recover *n currently i'm not sure am i fully recovered ><* so pathetic rite? i know...nyway...i would like to thanks all my frens who hav been together with me all the time.

my dar' frens :
Amanda :D
Si Ning :D
Re Gin :D
Hui Xin :D
Huey Chen :D
Shu Hui :D
Seong Hseng :D
Li Zhong :D
Edwin eed :D
Darrion :D
Teck Ming :D
Park Chuan :D
Aaron.L :D
Mistery Bro :D
Crapper ! :D
n so on ... (=

really really thank you very very the much to all my frens... or else perhaps i'm not a complete human now :) u guys r AWESOME ! always !

ciaoz...
till then X!

~Z.X~

@_@ ???

yo world ! mua IS back ! (=

i should've online more often so that i won't have so many question marks in my mind now... oh well, the moment i on-ed facebook...many things hav changed ! -big eyes with mouth opens- wad's wrong? my buddies seem so ...diff n ... sad.

oh well, if u guys need me to talk..i'll be there (= for all my buddies ! *though i wasn't in a good mood few days ago );* NVM ! that's life. so i'm all ears ! DEFINITELY =)

my x'mas this year was ... kinda boring =\ but i got to go to my grandpa's hse n hav fun with my cousins ! we were playing a scary-finding-hidden-objects-game. actually it wasn't that scary...jz the pic of skulls n the sound effects ... kinda fun lar... :D

at around 10pm...i went home....the moment i stepped my house ...i jumped in front of the tv n switched it on cuz i wanna watch the AMERICAN MUSIC AWARDS ! (= their performances were freakin AWESOME ! i mean SERIOUSLY FAB ! their stages ... jz amazing. i wonder m'sia will have such a stage in the future... HAHA ! *non of my business though :P*

-drum rolls-


TAYLOR SWIFT ♥ won pop/rocks female singer award n.... country female singer award ! unfortunately, she was in london for her concert rehearsal that time so... she can't make it ):
she actually beat Lady Gaga n Beyonce in pop/rock ... WOW !

nyway... Lady Gaga performance was not bad... with the piano n glasses on fire n smashing the glass bottles on the piano keys. but her make up .... was a little bit too heavy. wad to do? must hav some diff mar. i think . X=

WHITNEY HOUSTON won the international artist award ! she was the 7TH who won this award ! and of cuz our beloved MICHAEL JACKSON won many awards too. (= he is thoroughly rocks ! *round of applause :)*

-yawning- aww! i can't stand till 1pm .... n i fell asleep . * WAD A PIG ! ;P*

Saturday:
woke up at 10 am *after my mum squealing hehe* n had my breakfast. then i cleaned my room, swept,mopped,wipped everything included my desk, my rack, windows n and my FAN ! this was the 1st time i wipped a fan HAHA ! *not funny* then i made apple juice for me,my bro n my mum (= after showering here i am ! updating my blog after checking out my facebook :)

i think my cousins will be coming to my hse later... it means PLAYTIME ! again. haha !

sky is getting darker...i better go out n collect all the things b4 getting screwed by my mum ...again ! haha. so ciaoz ! WBB ! *it means will be back*





WAIT !

to my buddies again !

CONGRATULATIONS ! u guys did well n u guys deserve it ! AWWEEESOOMMEE ! *addicted to this word (;*

till then.


Sometimes I know I can be
So hard to understand (It's ok)
Even when I'm lost
You show me who I really am
Life with me hasn't always been an easy ride
But because of you I've learned

~Z.X~

~♥Merry♥Christmas♥~

it's CHRISTMASSSSSS !!!

hey peeeeppss ! wad r u guys doing? eating roaster or turkey?

wish u guys hav an AWESOMEE CHRISTMASSS ! ! !

xoxo ! ♥ :D

~Z.X~

i dunno who i am anymore...><

Oh I had a lot to say, was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die

I'm sorry, I'm bad, I'm sorry, I'm blue
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know, I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby, the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry

This time I think, I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die

I'm sorry, I'm bad, I'm sorry, I'm blue
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know, I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby, the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry

Every single day, I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah, sorry

I'm sorry, I'm bad, I'm sorry, I'm blue
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know, I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby, the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry

I'm sorry, baby
I'm sorry, baby
I'm sorry

~Z.X~

Shall we count down?

NO!

okay...why should we do so? no no no no !

went to Pavillion on Sunday...saw the lighting there were AWESOME ! christmas trees here n there ! but it was so SO effin crowded... and and AND ! my cellphone faced prob when i wanted to take pic! *wad a "nice" time ): * so wad to do? i used my dad's hp... *thank you daddy ! (;*

i sent my hp for repair cuz it was in ... bad i mean REALLY BAD condition =/ it's camera failed,speaker also spoilt...hence i can't make any call nor receive any phone call. so pathetic )= my dad kept saying my cellphone is very very sucks. i agree with that...somehow =.=''' all the best to my cellphone...hopefully it can comes back alive :)

anyway...my fren asked me why din i go Pavillion on Monday ? FYI .. i din know Jay.C will be there okay? n i'm not a fan of his so... dun ask why. * c'mon ! =.=!*

oh oh oh ! i forgot to describe the spectacular scene in Pavillion at 8pm ! the so-called- SNOWING SCENE ! but.... FYI there's no real snow ... or even snowflakes... jz some chemical bubble ... oh well though it was JUST bubble but made a lot A LOT of ppl yelling ! for god's sake...i got NO IDEA why were they so high .... but of cuz pics were taken by me using my dad's hp. i should have brought my camera,but i dun think it works better than my dad's hp. HAH!

p/s: pics will be uploaded soon *i hope ;P*

Tuesday- it was 22/12 so many "2" ahha ! *lame =.=''* okay ...i admit that it was a very idle day for me....i was sitting in front of my teeevee for almost all day long... damn...ahha ! my mum goes like :" u better dun be that lazy after scul reopen". OKAY ! *for now? ;P* i watched tv jz to calm myself down ... like everybody does i suppose haha! n all my frens r back from vacation ! woohoo for them (= haha! hopefully they will share their vacation stories with me ! haha

ciaozz... ~ till then

You should have said no...
Baby and u might still hav me ...

currently addicted to "Should've Said No" by Taylor.S

~Z.X~

you're so in love that u act insane n that's the way i loved you...

i was stunned O_O n ... under pressure now...somehow .

c'mon jz STOP talking bout it ! oh man.

~Z.X~

Invisible by Taylor Swift

She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile
She never noticed how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her
But you are everything to me

And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible, yeah

There's a fire inside of you that can't help but shine through
But she's never gonna see the light, no matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be

And I just want show you, she don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible

Like shadows in the faded light, oh, we're invisible
I just wanna open your eyes and make you realize

And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
Baby, let me love you, let me want you
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible, oh, yeah

She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile

XOXO !

~Z.X~

Christmas Eve turns out to be a NIGHTMARE

guys !!!

recent news !!!

PMR RESULT day :S

our Christmas depends on christmas Eve.

Santa... will be waiting for us in school? OMG !

~Z.X~

Should’ve Said No by Taylor Swift

It's strange to think the songs we used to sing
The smiles, the flowers, everything
Is gone
Yesterday I found out about you
Even now just looking at you
Feels wrong
You say
That you'd take it all back,
Given one chance
It was a moment of weakness
And you said yes

You should've said no,
You should've gone home
You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go
You should've known the word of what you did with heard
Get back to me (get back to me)
And I should've been there,
In the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet
You should've said no,
Baby and you might still have me

You can see that I've been crying
And baby you know all the right things
To say
But do you honestly expect me to believe
We could ever be the same
You say that the past is the past,
You need one chance
It was a moment of weakness
And you said yes

You should've said no,
You should've gone home
You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go
You should've known the word of what you did with her'd
Get back to me (get back to me)
And I should've been there,
In the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet
You should've said no,
Baby and you might still have meeeeeeeee
Oh, oh, oh

I can't resist
Before you go, tell me this
Was it worth it?
Was she worth this?

Noooooooo, nooo
No, no, noooooo, nooo...

You should've said no,
You should've gone home
You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go
You should've known the word of what you did with her'd
Get back to me (get back to me)
And I should've been there,
In the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said no,
Baby and you might still have me

XOXO ! i love this song !!! mwaaahh! =)

~Z.X~

ppl dun forget bout u,they jz forget to remember u..

* so lonely )=*

i jz like it i think... so lonely ... aww!


okay guys let's see how was i doing these days...i'm craving to get out of the house due to my boredom... but i'm jz very VERY lazy to get myself up , dressed to go out ... ):

i'm too lazy till i never cut my finger nail for months ... which makes me get nagged the most. hehe.
wanna know how long r my finger nails? hehe ...

i went to a dinner *which i dun really wanna attend but have to* n took some pics of fireworks ! now u can see how bored was i ...

oh gosh...

spot it ! (=

~Z.X~

a big BIG day

ladies n gentleman ! today is a big BIG BIG day !

let's sing a song that everybody knows !!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAR NING !!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOO YOOUUU !!!!

today is my bestie's 15th birthday !!! i'm so sorry that i can't go sunway to celebrate her bday ! but i wish her with all my sincere heart ! n i'll bring her present when i meet her (=

we know each other since form1...you....YES ! you - Chan Si Ning !!! you helped me a lot whenever i'm in trouble, you raised me up! you laughed n go crazy with me ! and And and !!! we never fought! right, bestie ?

ROCK IT sis!!! i luv you !!! <3 miss me ya ! XOXO :)

anyway...i'm also here to wish VANESSA ANNE HUDGENS a big happy birthday !!! wonder wad zac efron is going to giv her...haha XD!

n lastly is my wish to Mr.Lee.C.H .... *though i dun really know him O_o* nvm..is jz a wish (=

14th of DEC is a big big day !!! next time we should declare it as a public holiday !!! so that i can celebrate my bestie bday !!!

~Z.X~

tHe Party dun Start till I walk in .

i got a new bike ! wee~ oh well of cuz i would like to take this opportunity to thank to my dearest DADDY ! he rocks ! *ain't boot licking ;)* thanks a bundle to my AWESOME Daddy ! <3>

maybe i'm not really good in expressing my gratitude by using my crappy mouth...that's y i'm here to blog to thank him ! (= *daddy,u know wad ? u have an awesome daughter !* okay i know somebody is giving me this expression =.+

Never Mind . (=

okay oh well...i jz read Huey Chen's blog ... go n read guys if free (: n be proud of her ! hehe !

ohh ohh ~ n i found out a bunch of guys were discussing bout... GLOBAL WARMING !n something to do with the end of the world.. i was so stunned ... they were actually discussing bout those earth detriment's issue ! *round of applause to them =) * seriously ! i've never thought of a bunch of guys will concern bout this type out issue...i thought guys jz talked bout dota *n loads of games* , hot chicks *which make them get so high n so enthusiastic teehee !* , and... those idk stuff.
is good to know they concerned bout it ....it proved that guys r growing ! mentally ! being mature (: !

i'm not an idiot on the life stage
so i dun have to act.
*except sometimes when i really have to ... example: DRAMA :D*
smile n laugh when u r happy
sob n cry when u r not.
dun keep it hidden
not worth it .

dun stop,make it pop.
DJ blows my speakers up !
tonight imma fight till we see the sunlight

song of the day : TIK TOK by Kesha :D

~Z.X~

When You're Fifteen

when i was fifteen....


WAIT !

i'm still fifteen n i'm proud of it (= duh?! why not ?! c'mon though we had PMR this year but that ain't that bad rite buddy? ~ oh well anyway... it's "cool" to be the smallest batch in morning session...i mean as in like...oh well, we get protected. rite? ^o^



okay let's see...



jingle bell - X'mas is coming ... turkey anyone? haha!







*i crapped too much i know :PP*

snorring ! (:

xoxo ~

~Z.X~

a sudden change.

oh well...perhaps many of u will be like STUNNED O_O when u saw my bloggie cuz it was like flood with Taylor Swift photos n layout n almost everything (= ....

oh well...she's sweet n pretty ain't hot... she's tall ! 178cm ! c'mon !!! but she's a little bit too skinny i suppose...n *arhem..* i won't be saying that ;P okay.. her songs r country type so actually will get bored easily but... her voice is quite princessy ... *hope u guys get that ><* My beloved *crazy* fren- Mr.IvanS lovesss taylor swift so so sooo mcuh... i can accept that...jz 1 thing i was wondering in my mind...Taylor.S likes JOE JONAS ? O_o for god's sake! N0 NO no!!! at least taylor Lautner is much MUCH MMUUCCHH handsome-er...n hotter !!! his 8 packs r seducing...attractive n ... will giv u a pop shot look like WOW ! serious... that's why i like this pic ::

*swift is almost same height as lautner !!! gosh ! taylor -taylor XOXO !*

~Z.X~

Taylor Swift (=

*praying like her? hopefully it works. (= *

anyway... my mum said she's very pretty when she watched the Love Story music video. oh well...i intrigued...n i found some pics of hers. i need comment bout it whether is she hot or not... n i only find that her love story pics r the best ... the rest r jz okay. *that's wad i think lar :D Ivan.S dun whack me ;PP*

mischievous her? ;D


i love this the most !!
it's perfect (=

gosh ! sexy ^^

her lips !!! ;DD

which 1 better? :)
a princess like her is jz sweet ! >.^

xoxo Taylor.S

100th post

"Stow ur jaw!"

can't believe my 100th post will be like this? i'm never expected that too fyi.

sheding tears ain't good.

but tears r meant to come out.

is beyond our control...

wad do u think?

~Z.X~

Baby ...it's time for miracles...

*poor teddy =( *

if who did this to teddy...i'm goin to do the same to him or her ! watch out ! =PP

oh well...so where am i ? in my mum office...*grr* planned to watch movie "NEW MOON" at 1st...but end up here due to some O_o reasons...oh well wadeveeerr...

ohh! anyway i need feedback for that movie! some said it was AAWWWESSOME ! some said it was worse than Twilight .. O_O leave a comment in my chatbox for those who watched ! =) much appreciated ! XDD

okay...let's see..wad mua gonna do now...

typing this post now...

heading to facebook later ...

n... dunno wad else to do... ;(

let's sing !

1 little 2 little 3 little indian...

this is so CRRAAAPPPYY!

fine . ciaozz! XP

~Z.X~

oo T3Oh ! Te0H !

*the 1 kissing kai xiang is HIM !!! (; *

i am talking to...

MR. Teoh Guang Li /Eric T

now!

wee~ he said he misses us ! *i wonder is that true =P* oh well we miss you too !!! *DUH ! (=*

ohh ! ohh ! anyway...

he said he's coming back ! for fun !!! not sure when .... but hopefully we could meet !!!

n now...i'm testing him...forcing him to recall all the prefects' nameS! haha!!! *fyi...he has a bad memory >< *

i miss yoouuu ! haha! =)

~Z.X~