ouch ! my toe !!! ):What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
i love my DADDY ... he is awesome!
i love my MUMMY ... she loves me with all her heart ^^
i love my bro ? er i will consider bout it 1st *paisei hor =P*
i love my TEDDY ! i dunno whether he likes me... but i love him a lot!
* dun use IT to address teddy... use he/she instead... RESPECT TEDDY! (= *
but... should i love you? i wonder...
since no one cook lunch for me this afternoon cuz i PONTENG ! *yey!* i decided to...
taaaddaaaa ! (: 
i miss you so so so much do u know that? ><
i hope u were there with me ... playing all day long...
but ... i know u r far away from me... very far :(
jz to tell you...i miss you so much <3
*wondering who am i talking bout ? hehe scroll down to find out then! ;P*
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Chapter 1
1. Middle name:
-Zhee Xuan
2. Nickname(s):
-Leng Zhai ^^ , ah xuuuaaaannn ~
3. Current location:
- wan it to be precise ? okay then...i'm on earth in Malaysia's Selangor's Seri Kembangan's Tanming Jaya's my house's study room...n in front of com!
4. Eye color:
-blllaaaaaaaccckkkkk
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Chapter 2
1. Do you get along with your parent(s):
- OF COURSE!
2.Are your parents married/separated/divorced:
-Married *wonder wad this question supposed to mean ><*
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Chapter 3 : Favourites
1.Ice Cream:
-Chocolaatttteeeeeee!
2. Season:
- hmm...Spring ? no...Winter?...not really...Summer...hmm dun like...okay AUTUMN then! :D
3. Shampoo/conditioner:
-Rejoice ? silky black hair! (:
4. Favorite Thing:
-wad else? TEDDY lar ! =DD
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Chapter 4: Do You..
1. Dance in the shower?:
-when the water is too cold i dance agogo! haha
2. Do you write on your hand?
-always ! since i'm so forgetful ><
3. Call people back?:
- hardly...haha =)
4. Believe in God?:
-kinda...
5. Any bad habits?
- i like to hit those lame guys n ...i love to argue with ppl ! *is a practise!*
6. Any mental health issues?
- MENTAL ?! wow...no i suppose
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Chapter 5: Have You..
1. Sprained stuff:
- yea :P
2. Had physical therapy?
- noppeee
3. Gotten stitches?
-nooo
4. Taken painkillers:
- yea to kill my gastric...ahh!
5. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling:
- NO... :( sad case rite?
6. Thrown up at the dentist:
-haha...u may ask the dentist ..i'm not sure
7. Sworn in front of your parents?
- for wad? it's always useless haha!
8. Had detention?
- under the sunlight ? yea!
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Chapter 6: Who/What was the last
1. Three people who texted you:
-Amanda Foo...n **** *** & teck ming !
2.Person you called:
-walao...my mum on Friday haha!
3. Person you hugged:
-teddy lor!!! wad else ? who else?
4. Person you tackled?:
-my bro ! =P poor him ><
5. Person you talked to on MSN?:
-Fook Hong...
6. Thing you touched?
- keyboard!
7. Thing you ate? :
-porridge >< i hate it
8. Thing you drank:
- mineral water! good for health !
9. Thing you said:
- i dun wan porridge anymore!
10. Friend you saw ytd(12am-12am):
- a lot ! er...teck ming was the very last 1
NOW TAG 10 PEOPLE! AND GET THEM TO DO THE SAME! :)
:D Amanda Foo
:D Gan Wei Sim
:D Wong Qi Le...*too random*
:D Chan Si Ning...* her blog is kinda...half-dead*
:D Hui Xin Ng
:D Aaron Leong...then
:D 3A2-ians
:D anyone
:D someone
:D no one
~Z.X~
wad a relief! i'm finally out of the game ! TATA! *wondering wad game i was in ?* oopsy...i can't tell )= sry guys....>< but some of u might know ! hehe =P ...
okay...so let's talk bout the F3 prefects' outing yesterday...we went to Sunway Pyramid...then met at the main entrance...then we went to watch PANDORUM ! that movie was so cool !!! killing here n there man! the sound effects was damn nice...n scary ahha! oh well...i like that movie!
anyway...i bought myself a teddy bear purse ! =DDD i was so happy ! cuz it was my 1st time i bought myself a purse at MUM-FREE ZONE *that's wad they called* . ahah! oh well i jz love that purse so much...is brown n white with teddy ! jz perfect! my mum said it's nice too! *duh ! i got a good taste k? hehe * then we went to gift shops to get somebody's presentS! i can't tell is who...cuz if they knew...i'll be killed ! =((( u dun wan me to die rite...? hehe!
oh well...gtg! see u guys around!
wait...
a big CONGRATULATION to the DRAMA club! they won CHAMPION in the national level drama competition! n they r going to belanja me! that's a pledge (:
n congrats to the K.T.F.B band too!!! they got the highest vote for the Greeday competition!
we r awesome! aren't we?
ciaozz~
can't really figure out how an ultimate "leng zhai" could be so bored? here! i'm here! 3A2 ultimate leng zhai is here !!! well based on my starting of this post...u can really see that i'm BORED ! >< color="#ff6600">STILL there...how come?! no wonder i can't really have fun ! *pissed off myself ><* oh well...should i study since my mood still there? -1 sec past- NO NO NO!!! stop studying u idiot ! enough of books! rest ur mind lar! at least 1 week ^^ *i heard clapping ! teeehhee :D*
going to my grandpa hse tomorrow night...my aunt n her family r coming back from Singapore ! hoooorrraaayy !!! *wasn't that excited honestly =.=''' * oh well...my cousin there jz finish her primary6 exam...which called i-dunno-exam *hahahah!* is something like UPSR in M'sia but definitely much harder ! oh man...compared M'sia exam to Singapore's ?! no way...we r so...OUT! *sobs T_T* that's y my cousin was so stressed... n now...she's free!!! she can teman me chit chat...or i can teman her crapping all night! *isn't it the same? O_o* we usually talked bout...er scul...MUMMY-s *fyi mummies doesn't really sound nice ;P* n we talked bout FRIENDS in scul ! i'm always proud of my friends...cuz i've bunch of good...kind...generous...smart...funny frens! they are GREAT & FAB! friends are forever ! Boys are wadever?! *oh well...haha! anything! =D*
so my dad plans to bring us to Muar for... idk reason...but since i got lots of time... i dun mind staying there for few days to inhale some fresh air ! certainly not study-air ! ^^ i heard that otak-otak there is so nice...to eat! i'm going to try it IF my dad din leave his plane.*direct traslation from FANG FEI JI ... haha! ;D*
i jz slept for like an hour...b4 i watched Janice Dickson Modelling Agency... i was so tired ... playing com ! ahha! that's y i need to take a nap...but i took it at a wrrrrooonng time! n now i can't sleep! posting craps here! *sry peeps...if u were expecting something special from this post ><* n at this moment my neighbours r playing some...crackers! BOOM! BIANG! PIAK! BLANG! wad a blast! whee~ fireworks too...
i think is time for me to stop crapping n go on reading my storybook ^^ i plan to finish it by this week so that i can buy some new books!!! anyway...hopefully f3 prefects can make it for the outing on next Saturday...
ciaozz~ dun miss me ya! *sry...my perasan-ess popped out when i'm bored =P*
hey f3 prefects...since many of u unable to turn up on MON (19/10/09) due to drama or HNG or wadever reasons so we decided to postpone it to
hey Form 3 prefects...any plan on MON?
oh well... we r planning to go Sunway for movie n lepak there... ;PP
if u r interested...tell me then ! i'll be there for u ^^...
Venue : Sunway Pyramid (:
Date : 19/10/09
Time : 12.00pm-5.00pm *around that...might have some changes... :D *
People who r going so far : Ivan , Teck Ming , Jiawen , Xiu Hui , Yi Wen , Seong Hseng , Fook Hong , Jian Pang * probably lar * , n ...me ? *not sure yet ><*
lets come n rock our after PMR life...
we were so excited when PMR is over ! we screamed n yelled like mad !
but all of us were so freaking bored today in scul !!! we lepak here n there ... chit chat this n that... but the time seems like never moved >< that kind of lifeless life was suck ! all of us were waiting for time to pass then go 4 recess then run out from the scul...
today,after recess, Pn.Joyce suddenly asked to help out to catch f4's who ponteng 1...okay...finally we can get out n have a walk...oh well...we walked around... then after that small tiny duty was done, back to class....sitting there...dreaming AGAIN ! *so lifeless man!*
wad i've done today was i played chinese poker ! *ppl...chill ! is not real poker cards! it was jz chess !!! haha gotcha! ;PP * we named that as "pian qi"...means u must know how to cheat ! *sounds cool rite? oh well...*
that's all i've done today ! i can't stand it man! life is getting so bored...i miss PMR somehow...at least we study or do something...now ?! is like nothing for u to do *aww ><*
okay...i'll be back posting some lame stuff at night...since u can see that i'm so bored ! * i am ! =D*
ciaozzz~
THINK before u CLICK !
dun blame me n NO REGRET ! X)
