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emo...emo...emo...
every day n night...
this is so not me !!!

i should be a cheerful girl...
a girl who always laugh n smile all the time...

yea... that's ME!

but where am i now?
where is the ME ???

i laugh n smile in scul...
but at home...
the ME is gone ... ! (big deal man)

where am i ?
where is the ME ?

searching...finding...seeking...

I'm gone...

I'm DEAD & GONE

~Z.X~

Oops...o.O

OOPS...
so embarrassing man...
i dunno where to hide my face edi...aiyo...

today...

we had a rehearsal for sport day marching...

that time Prefects r lacking of ppl...

cuz many of them went for penghormatan for Majlis Persaraan Pn.Kok...

therefore...

i was asked to "PULL" some prefects to go for that marching temporary...

i went to 3A4...

i saw the class was so quiet ... n i couldn't see the teacher...

[is normal for their class to be so quiet without teacher]

so i went in ...

then started to convince some prefects...

Jiawen...Yi Wen...Kai Xiang...Ivan...

then...

suddenly...

PN.HOON was looking at me!!!

i got so shocked cuz i din know she's there at all !!!

she was sitting with the students...

so i din notice her...

she was so curious ...y am i so rush...

then i went to her...

n said

:"sry teacher...我没有看到你"

oops...i was too shocked till i said something wrong? again...

walao...

i got so SHOCKED man...

luckly she jz said never mind...

n helped me 2 "pull" prefects for the marching...

but ... still failed...

SO EMBARRASSING man!!!

aiyo...

sry teacher...i din notice u were there at all...

sry ar......

aiyo...i got no more face edi...to step in that class...

luckly no one laugh at me ... i guess...xP

p/s- Pn.Hoon is really good n forgiving man...

ok ....let's talk bout the marching rehearsal...

we jz marched for 3 rounds...
but !
we swt a lot a lot...
my prefect tee was so freaking wet n...stink ?
sweaty ...-.-

is like showering under the sun...LOL
when i went back 2 class...
my frens actually thought i went for shower....
they asked me
:" hey...u after showered dun have to dry up meh?"

LOL...

~Z.X~

L.O.V.E

LOVE

LOVE
LOVE

base on my own opinion...
there's no such thing about right or wrong in love.
wad is the defination of right???
wad is the defination of wrong then ???
he dump u ... means is his fault ?
u dump him...also his fault ?

see...? there's no real answer for everything in love...
u sacrifice urself for him... this is right or wrong?
...no ans...
he dun appreciate wad u've done...right or wrong?
...speechless...

RIGHT or WRONG ???

u never know cuz there's no definite answer...
no point knowing wad've u done is right or wrong...
no point seperating black n white...
as long as u think wad u've done is good enough...then ok !

the more u care...the harder u make ur decision...
sometimes...not u dun wan 2 care...is just that u can't...
is very hard to please every single person...
we jz try our best 2 please as how many person as possible...

***LOVE***

means everything to somebody...

means nothing to somebody also...

p/s - love got a lot of meaning ok??? dun think too far my fren...

~Z.X~

Frustrated...

FRUSTRATED man !!!




really FED UP !!!!!!



argh!!! this ain't life !



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(sry for spamming...i really fed up now)



argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!sobs....
T_T

i got no right 2 speak out...it's jz so UNFAIR !

wadever he/she/they said is right...wadever i said means NOTHING~

WAD THE F*** ... really argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he/she/they can do something wrong .. but is right for everybody...
but i can't do...it 's wrong if i do it!


wad's on earth this teory is???????!!!!!!!

knife pls! i feel like killing some1 now...
jz to release my anger...

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(spamming again)

WADEVER !!!

stop questioning me~

i dunno y... there are somebody who like 2 know bout my past...

they r curious bout it...or in another word...

they jz like 2 gossip n kei poh...

well...honestly...i dun like my past...

there r certain things that i dun like 2 tell cuz i dun like it...

but those somebody jz like to ask ... ask ... ask...

wadever~ argh...

for me ...

i said NO means NOOOO~

YeS means YEESSS~

that's my past ... i got right 2 keep it or share it

so pls...pls... respect my privacy...

n dun talk rumours bout me

it's kinda ANNOYING...

p/s if i offended any1 ... sry ... but i really got right 2 maintain my reputation . THX

~Z.X~

Happy BIRTHDAY DADDY ~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY !!!

TO: Daddy...=)

Daddy, happy birthday ! i'm sry i din buy u anything for this year...

becuz i'm busying with my projects recently...(EXCUSES =[ )

sry...i hope i can buy u something this weekend...a belated bday present...

thx a lot for everything u gave me...my life...

THX !!! DADDY... u r the best !

Just from: ~Z.X~

PROJECTS !!!

since i've been wishing so many happy birthday to so many ppl...maybe i should post something that happen 2 me recently...

Ring......ring......(my handphone rang)

:"yes? who's there? zhee xuan's here"

" hey...how do the dapatan kajian for geo ar???"

" i dunno leh...teacher said...[started to bla bla bla non stop]"

~ After 1 hour ~

" aiya...nvm lar...jz discuss in scul then...thx"

"thx...(for wasting my time & money $_$)"

PROJECTS ! PROJECTS !

this folio that folio...

speechless man ... crazy over folio edi...

sivik folio

ENDS UP ??? sleeping ... snorring on my bed... no PROJECTS dream pls..

~Z.X~

Happy Birthday ! ! !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! ! !

to

KENNETH CHAM ~ my bro !

u r 10 yrs old now...study hard k? work hard~ play smart...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

to

NG HUI XIN & LIM HUAN XIN

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

to TAI JIA SHIN !!! u r 15 now !!! cheer for you !!!

Injection

today i kena inject...by a stupid gourverment nurse...
let me tell u guys wad she did 2 me...

Once upon a time...(not very long time lar)
at a far far land... (jz in bilik gerakan actually)
there's a old woman... (not really old but T3RUK)
her name is... (i dunno)
there's another little girl who is so innocent...which is ME!
...
i walked in to the bilik gerakan....
n ready 2 get my injection...
i sat down on the "soft" chair...

*** quite nervous *** XP

then i rolled up my left sleeve...
then ... (i knew there's too many "then"...jz be patience k?hehe)
then ... that old woman...picked up the syringe...
n aimed at my arm...and then...
here's the PUNCAK CERITA ~~
she injected me...AND...
she LET THE SYRINGE HOLD ON on my ARM !!!
that was painful man!!!
after a while only she took out the hanging syringe !.!.!
imagine how painful was it man!!!

damn teruk lar that old woman...
stupid idiot...
made my arm so painful...till can't do my projek kayu..
my left hand palm became black in colour...
my frens were shocked! they thought i kena poisoned...
well..it seemed like that...

i never pain like that b4...
"THX" to that old woman...

********************************************************

~Z.X~

how to make a happy marriage

in order to mantain a happy marriage...an article had proven that kissing each other every night helps.

DUN believe ? ? ?

http://lifestyle.msn.com/relationships/articleoprah.aspx?cp-documentid=18830434&GT1=32023

check this out !

kiss is some sort a need...a necessity for a girl...

especially for a wife..

a new couple...

KISS ... means a lot to everybody...

kiss somebody with feeling...

a mother's kiss for a child...

a teacher's kiss for a student...

a boyfriend's kiss for his lover...

a husband's kiss for his wife...

a grandparent's kiss for grandchildren...

KISS ... with feeling is a true kiss...

Kiss ... without feeling is a force kiss...

dun easily giv out ur kiss no matter to who...when u actually got no feeling 2 kiss that time...

nobody would like a forced kiss...a fake kiss...

FISHES can kiss ???

wow... cool kiss man ! [jz a joke]

~Z.X~

Egoness of guys

i dun like ego guys...at all...
ego guys make ppl who around him feel so not comfortable n bad...
is very hard 2 communicate with ego guys...
they think they are right in everything ...anything...
they din know if they were wrong...
or maybe they know...but certainly won't admit ! [the worst part***]

WHY ? ? ? ? ? ? ?
becuz they care bout their faces more than anything ...their pride...
they think that should be the way...

EGO IS NOT GUYS' WAY !

girls, agree with me??? if yes,pls breath now... *inhale~~exhale*
guys...too bad...every girl is breathing even guys too...

~Z.X~

Sukan Tara of Hijau (9/4/09)

today is Sukan Tara of Hijau ...
1st the attendance was OMG @,@ ***
2nd the padang is so damn freaking MUDDYYYYY~~

yesterday raining non stop...this morning rained twice...
imagine how wet n muddy was the padang ! ! !
the whole 100 m lanes were so muddy ... n wet ! ! !
how 2 run in such a bad condition ? ! ? !
damn angry with this... @grumbling@

i din score for 100m ! OMG ! i lost...becuz of those muddy mud ! no way i'm not going to blame that stupid mud...how to run? is like u keep on stepping on something that will stick ur legs... WTH ! ! !

i jz scored 2 points...which is lompat jauh n lontar peluru... *unexpected* *blink blink*
600 m lane also in teruk condition...aisei~~

sad man...jz toO0O0O baaadddddd....
~Z.X~

G@$tR!C

i got gastric today...
not the first time...with no reason i got gastric.
maybe i should just get gastric cancer then jz die...
if i really got gastric cancer...i wouldn't blame any1 or anything...
maybe if i got other kind of cancer...it's hard for me to accept it...
but ... if is gastric cancer... it's predictable n in my expectation.

wad can i do???
attacked by gastric since i was small...
no one really cares bout it...[excluded my mum only xP]
somemore i'm so lonely now...
gastric??? face it urself lar...who's going 2 share the pain with me???
the ans is:"NO ONE"

so...die of gastric cancer is my plessure...
tq.

~Z.X~