Happy HAPPY NEW YEAR ! (=

as 2009 is drawing to an end... let's pray everything will be AWESOME in 2010 which is coming in not more than 3 1/2 hours ! yyyeeeeeeeeeepppppppeeee !



so.....
before the network gets jammed ...

let me THE LENG ZAI of 2009 wishes u guys...have a



FANTASTIC January :D

LOVABLE February :)

MARVELOUS March =)

LUCKIEST April ^^

ENJOYABLE May <3

SUCCESSFUL June (=

WONDERFUL July (;

INDEPENDENT August [=

TASTIEST October <:

BEAUTIFUL November x!

n...



HAPPIEST December ♥!

ppl lets forget bout the past...look forward to the future

n

ROCK IT !

you said that the past is the past

xoxo !

~Z.X~

1 more?!

*tring* my cellphone rang... i saw an incoming msg from wai yan ... i was thinking probably is some new year wishing msg...BUT it turns out to give me the -WHHHAAT !- look. grr...

my dear zhi ying♥ aka zhi zhi...is leaving us ! * how dare she >< * ..she is going to singapore to study ...n probably leaving this SATURDAY ! for god's sake...they really like to giv us last minute surprises dun they?! *fainted* ... i heard zhi zhi mentioned it b4 but i din know it's real... oh well...now... *counting with my 10 fingers* OMG ! 28 prefects left? we were a big big family of 35...now... SPEECHLESS.

now...who else wanna leave huh?! next year my beloved leng zai buddy - EDWIN LAU is leaving to aus. all my buddies...r ditching me here...right herE ! *how cruel are they )=* -sobs- but ... look at the bright side... no one has 16 twice....they go far away from their families n frens jz to have a better future...to achieve their goals...to live a better life.. ! so i think i should pray for them...wish them all the best...n jz hope they always remember me... )': sad case..

nyway... i found this when i on my msn.

the Taylors' Split ...
another sad case... -sigh-

this is life... always has been in this way...

i still love my frens ... always have always will.

xoxo
♥ all my buddies !

~Z.X~

i'm stupid i'm useless i never do anything...right

hey peeps ! i'm updating my blog using my dad's new laptop (= ahah ! oh anyway...window 7 is cool ! pretty awesome ! though it jz has trial games ... hehe

hmm...i'm so looking forward to next MON ! we r going to see each other again ! time really flies, remember we were preparing for PMR b4 trial....n now ! we got our result n ready to step in another new year... ! 2010 ! oh well...this year is fast...emo...n a little happy for me ! that's undeniable (= fast maybe is becuz we jz study,exam,study n exam again...n again oh well =.='''

emo is becuz -U KNOW- ... that kills me kinda ....harsh n i took a long LONG time to recover *n currently i'm not sure am i fully recovered ><* so pathetic rite? i know...nyway...i would like to thanks all my frens who hav been together with me all the time.

my dar' frens :
Amanda :D
Si Ning :D
Re Gin :D
Hui Xin :D
Huey Chen :D
Shu Hui :D
Seong Hseng :D
Li Zhong :D
Edwin eed :D
Darrion :D
Teck Ming :D
Park Chuan :D
Aaron.L :D
Mistery Bro :D
Crapper ! :D
n so on ... (=

really really thank you very very the much to all my frens... or else perhaps i'm not a complete human now :) u guys r AWESOME ! always !

ciaoz...
till then X!

~Z.X~

@_@ ???

yo world ! mua IS back ! (=

i should've online more often so that i won't have so many question marks in my mind now... oh well, the moment i on-ed facebook...many things hav changed ! -big eyes with mouth opens- wad's wrong? my buddies seem so ...diff n ... sad.

oh well, if u guys need me to talk..i'll be there (= for all my buddies ! *though i wasn't in a good mood few days ago );* NVM ! that's life. so i'm all ears ! DEFINITELY =)

my x'mas this year was ... kinda boring =\ but i got to go to my grandpa's hse n hav fun with my cousins ! we were playing a scary-finding-hidden-objects-game. actually it wasn't that scary...jz the pic of skulls n the sound effects ... kinda fun lar... :D

at around 10pm...i went home....the moment i stepped my house ...i jumped in front of the tv n switched it on cuz i wanna watch the AMERICAN MUSIC AWARDS ! (= their performances were freakin AWESOME ! i mean SERIOUSLY FAB ! their stages ... jz amazing. i wonder m'sia will have such a stage in the future... HAHA ! *non of my business though :P*

-drum rolls-


TAYLOR SWIFT ♥ won pop/rocks female singer award n.... country female singer award ! unfortunately, she was in london for her concert rehearsal that time so... she can't make it ):
she actually beat Lady Gaga n Beyonce in pop/rock ... WOW !

nyway... Lady Gaga performance was not bad... with the piano n glasses on fire n smashing the glass bottles on the piano keys. but her make up .... was a little bit too heavy. wad to do? must hav some diff mar. i think . X=

WHITNEY HOUSTON won the international artist award ! she was the 7TH who won this award ! and of cuz our beloved MICHAEL JACKSON won many awards too. (= he is thoroughly rocks ! *round of applause :)*

-yawning- aww! i can't stand till 1pm .... n i fell asleep . * WAD A PIG ! ;P*

Saturday:
woke up at 10 am *after my mum squealing hehe* n had my breakfast. then i cleaned my room, swept,mopped,wipped everything included my desk, my rack, windows n and my FAN ! this was the 1st time i wipped a fan HAHA ! *not funny* then i made apple juice for me,my bro n my mum (= after showering here i am ! updating my blog after checking out my facebook :)

i think my cousins will be coming to my hse later... it means PLAYTIME ! again. haha !

sky is getting darker...i better go out n collect all the things b4 getting screwed by my mum ...again ! haha. so ciaoz ! WBB ! *it means will be back*





WAIT !

to my buddies again !

CONGRATULATIONS ! u guys did well n u guys deserve it ! AWWEEESOOMMEE ! *addicted to this word (;*

till then.


Sometimes I know I can be
So hard to understand (It's ok)
Even when I'm lost
You show me who I really am
Life with me hasn't always been an easy ride
But because of you I've learned

~Z.X~

~♥Merry♥Christmas♥~

it's CHRISTMASSSSSS !!!

hey peeeeppss ! wad r u guys doing? eating roaster or turkey?

wish u guys hav an AWESOMEE CHRISTMASSS ! ! !

xoxo ! ♥ :D

~Z.X~

i dunno who i am anymore...><

Oh I had a lot to say, was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die

I'm sorry, I'm bad, I'm sorry, I'm blue
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know, I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby, the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry

This time I think, I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die

I'm sorry, I'm bad, I'm sorry, I'm blue
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know, I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby, the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry

Every single day, I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah, sorry

I'm sorry, I'm bad, I'm sorry, I'm blue
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know, I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby, the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry

I'm sorry, baby
I'm sorry, baby
I'm sorry

~Z.X~

Shall we count down?

NO!

okay...why should we do so? no no no no !

went to Pavillion on Sunday...saw the lighting there were AWESOME ! christmas trees here n there ! but it was so SO effin crowded... and and AND ! my cellphone faced prob when i wanted to take pic! *wad a "nice" time ): * so wad to do? i used my dad's hp... *thank you daddy ! (;*

i sent my hp for repair cuz it was in ... bad i mean REALLY BAD condition =/ it's camera failed,speaker also spoilt...hence i can't make any call nor receive any phone call. so pathetic )= my dad kept saying my cellphone is very very sucks. i agree with that...somehow =.=''' all the best to my cellphone...hopefully it can comes back alive :)

anyway...my fren asked me why din i go Pavillion on Monday ? FYI .. i din know Jay.C will be there okay? n i'm not a fan of his so... dun ask why. * c'mon ! =.=!*

oh oh oh ! i forgot to describe the spectacular scene in Pavillion at 8pm ! the so-called- SNOWING SCENE ! but.... FYI there's no real snow ... or even snowflakes... jz some chemical bubble ... oh well though it was JUST bubble but made a lot A LOT of ppl yelling ! for god's sake...i got NO IDEA why were they so high .... but of cuz pics were taken by me using my dad's hp. i should have brought my camera,but i dun think it works better than my dad's hp. HAH!

p/s: pics will be uploaded soon *i hope ;P*

Tuesday- it was 22/12 so many "2" ahha ! *lame =.=''* okay ...i admit that it was a very idle day for me....i was sitting in front of my teeevee for almost all day long... damn...ahha ! my mum goes like :" u better dun be that lazy after scul reopen". OKAY ! *for now? ;P* i watched tv jz to calm myself down ... like everybody does i suppose haha! n all my frens r back from vacation ! woohoo for them (= haha! hopefully they will share their vacation stories with me ! haha

ciaozz... ~ till then

You should have said no...
Baby and u might still hav me ...

currently addicted to "Should've Said No" by Taylor.S

~Z.X~

you're so in love that u act insane n that's the way i loved you...

i was stunned O_O n ... under pressure now...somehow .

c'mon jz STOP talking bout it ! oh man.

~Z.X~

Invisible by Taylor Swift

She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile
She never noticed how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her
But you are everything to me

And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible, yeah

There's a fire inside of you that can't help but shine through
But she's never gonna see the light, no matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be

And I just want show you, she don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible

Like shadows in the faded light, oh, we're invisible
I just wanna open your eyes and make you realize

And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
Baby, let me love you, let me want you
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible, oh, yeah

She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile

XOXO !

~Z.X~

Christmas Eve turns out to be a NIGHTMARE

guys !!!

recent news !!!

PMR RESULT day :S

our Christmas depends on christmas Eve.

Santa... will be waiting for us in school? OMG !

~Z.X~

Should’ve Said No by Taylor Swift

It's strange to think the songs we used to sing
The smiles, the flowers, everything
Is gone
Yesterday I found out about you
Even now just looking at you
Feels wrong
You say
That you'd take it all back,
Given one chance
It was a moment of weakness
And you said yes

You should've said no,
You should've gone home
You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go
You should've known the word of what you did with heard
Get back to me (get back to me)
And I should've been there,
In the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet
You should've said no,
Baby and you might still have me

You can see that I've been crying
And baby you know all the right things
To say
But do you honestly expect me to believe
We could ever be the same
You say that the past is the past,
You need one chance
It was a moment of weakness
And you said yes

You should've said no,
You should've gone home
You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go
You should've known the word of what you did with her'd
Get back to me (get back to me)
And I should've been there,
In the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet
You should've said no,
Baby and you might still have meeeeeeeee
Oh, oh, oh

I can't resist
Before you go, tell me this
Was it worth it?
Was she worth this?

Noooooooo, nooo
No, no, noooooo, nooo...

You should've said no,
You should've gone home
You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go
You should've known the word of what you did with her'd
Get back to me (get back to me)
And I should've been there,
In the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said no,
Baby and you might still have me

XOXO ! i love this song !!! mwaaahh! =)

~Z.X~

ppl dun forget bout u,they jz forget to remember u..

* so lonely )=*

i jz like it i think... so lonely ... aww!


okay guys let's see how was i doing these days...i'm craving to get out of the house due to my boredom... but i'm jz very VERY lazy to get myself up , dressed to go out ... ):

i'm too lazy till i never cut my finger nail for months ... which makes me get nagged the most. hehe.
wanna know how long r my finger nails? hehe ...

i went to a dinner *which i dun really wanna attend but have to* n took some pics of fireworks ! now u can see how bored was i ...

oh gosh...

spot it ! (=

~Z.X~

a big BIG day

ladies n gentleman ! today is a big BIG BIG day !

let's sing a song that everybody knows !!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAR NING !!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOO YOOUUU !!!!

today is my bestie's 15th birthday !!! i'm so sorry that i can't go sunway to celebrate her bday ! but i wish her with all my sincere heart ! n i'll bring her present when i meet her (=

we know each other since form1...you....YES ! you - Chan Si Ning !!! you helped me a lot whenever i'm in trouble, you raised me up! you laughed n go crazy with me ! and And and !!! we never fought! right, bestie ?

ROCK IT sis!!! i luv you !!! <3 miss me ya ! XOXO :)

anyway...i'm also here to wish VANESSA ANNE HUDGENS a big happy birthday !!! wonder wad zac efron is going to giv her...haha XD!

n lastly is my wish to Mr.Lee.C.H .... *though i dun really know him O_o* nvm..is jz a wish (=

14th of DEC is a big big day !!! next time we should declare it as a public holiday !!! so that i can celebrate my bestie bday !!!

~Z.X~

tHe Party dun Start till I walk in .

i got a new bike ! wee~ oh well of cuz i would like to take this opportunity to thank to my dearest DADDY ! he rocks ! *ain't boot licking ;)* thanks a bundle to my AWESOME Daddy ! <3>

maybe i'm not really good in expressing my gratitude by using my crappy mouth...that's y i'm here to blog to thank him ! (= *daddy,u know wad ? u have an awesome daughter !* okay i know somebody is giving me this expression =.+

Never Mind . (=

okay oh well...i jz read Huey Chen's blog ... go n read guys if free (: n be proud of her ! hehe !

ohh ohh ~ n i found out a bunch of guys were discussing bout... GLOBAL WARMING !n something to do with the end of the world.. i was so stunned ... they were actually discussing bout those earth detriment's issue ! *round of applause to them =) * seriously ! i've never thought of a bunch of guys will concern bout this type out issue...i thought guys jz talked bout dota *n loads of games* , hot chicks *which make them get so high n so enthusiastic teehee !* , and... those idk stuff.
is good to know they concerned bout it ....it proved that guys r growing ! mentally ! being mature (: !

i'm not an idiot on the life stage
so i dun have to act.
*except sometimes when i really have to ... example: DRAMA :D*
smile n laugh when u r happy
sob n cry when u r not.
dun keep it hidden
not worth it .

dun stop,make it pop.
DJ blows my speakers up !
tonight imma fight till we see the sunlight

song of the day : TIK TOK by Kesha :D

~Z.X~

When You're Fifteen

when i was fifteen....


WAIT !

i'm still fifteen n i'm proud of it (= duh?! why not ?! c'mon though we had PMR this year but that ain't that bad rite buddy? ~ oh well anyway... it's "cool" to be the smallest batch in morning session...i mean as in like...oh well, we get protected. rite? ^o^



okay let's see...



jingle bell - X'mas is coming ... turkey anyone? haha!







*i crapped too much i know :PP*

snorring ! (:

xoxo ~

~Z.X~

a sudden change.

oh well...perhaps many of u will be like STUNNED O_O when u saw my bloggie cuz it was like flood with Taylor Swift photos n layout n almost everything (= ....

oh well...she's sweet n pretty ain't hot... she's tall ! 178cm ! c'mon !!! but she's a little bit too skinny i suppose...n *arhem..* i won't be saying that ;P okay.. her songs r country type so actually will get bored easily but... her voice is quite princessy ... *hope u guys get that ><* My beloved *crazy* fren- Mr.IvanS lovesss taylor swift so so sooo mcuh... i can accept that...jz 1 thing i was wondering in my mind...Taylor.S likes JOE JONAS ? O_o for god's sake! N0 NO no!!! at least taylor Lautner is much MUCH MMUUCCHH handsome-er...n hotter !!! his 8 packs r seducing...attractive n ... will giv u a pop shot look like WOW ! serious... that's why i like this pic ::

*swift is almost same height as lautner !!! gosh ! taylor -taylor XOXO !*

~Z.X~

Taylor Swift (=

*praying like her? hopefully it works. (= *

anyway... my mum said she's very pretty when she watched the Love Story music video. oh well...i intrigued...n i found some pics of hers. i need comment bout it whether is she hot or not... n i only find that her love story pics r the best ... the rest r jz okay. *that's wad i think lar :D Ivan.S dun whack me ;PP*

mischievous her? ;D


i love this the most !!
it's perfect (=

gosh ! sexy ^^

her lips !!! ;DD

which 1 better? :)
a princess like her is jz sweet ! >.^

xoxo Taylor.S

100th post

"Stow ur jaw!"

can't believe my 100th post will be like this? i'm never expected that too fyi.

sheding tears ain't good.

but tears r meant to come out.

is beyond our control...

wad do u think?

~Z.X~

Baby ...it's time for miracles...

*poor teddy =( *

if who did this to teddy...i'm goin to do the same to him or her ! watch out ! =PP

oh well...so where am i ? in my mum office...*grr* planned to watch movie "NEW MOON" at 1st...but end up here due to some O_o reasons...oh well wadeveeerr...

ohh! anyway i need feedback for that movie! some said it was AAWWWESSOME ! some said it was worse than Twilight .. O_O leave a comment in my chatbox for those who watched ! =) much appreciated ! XDD

okay...let's see..wad mua gonna do now...

typing this post now...

heading to facebook later ...

n... dunno wad else to do... ;(

let's sing !

1 little 2 little 3 little indian...

this is so CRRAAAPPPYY!

fine . ciaozz! XP

~Z.X~

oo T3Oh ! Te0H !

*the 1 kissing kai xiang is HIM !!! (; *

i am talking to...

MR. Teoh Guang Li /Eric T

now!

wee~ he said he misses us ! *i wonder is that true =P* oh well we miss you too !!! *DUH ! (=*

ohh ! ohh ! anyway...

he said he's coming back ! for fun !!! not sure when .... but hopefully we could meet !!!

n now...i'm testing him...forcing him to recall all the prefects' nameS! haha!!! *fyi...he has a bad memory >< *

i miss yoouuu ! haha! =)

~Z.X~

i will never find another lover sweeter than you...

oh man...now i'm hoping for tuiton...GOSH !!! am i sick?

neh... jz that for certain reasonS i gotta hav tuition *hehe ! =)* oh well...life is so bored nowadays...can something make me yell or ... hoop? aisei.....

will be back guys...need some exuberance... XD


Girl you are close to me you're like my mother,
Close to me you're like my father,
Close to me you're like my sister,
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing

song of the day : All My Life...by i dunno who (:

~Z.X~

Baby I Hate Days like this...when let it rain ...

i suppose i'm back? oh well...was kinda emo yesterday becuz of some stupid stuff >_<

*skip !*

okay...let's see...today is 27th of NoV (FRI) ... *not reporting news...was i?* i think improper way of writing sutis me better. kayz... wad i've done in this morning was... WASHING n ... WIPING ! GOSH!!! i gotta washed my scul bag *which i ought to wash it right after the holidays started ;P* n my prefect blazer... *which i never washed for MONTHS ! D;* ... and ... my TIE ! * i forgot when was the last time i washed it... last year? =P* let's skip all the washing parts... shall we ? =)

ohh...anyway... i washed n dried all my old soft toys ! they r so clean n shinning now ! *spot them!* =DD ...so happy i got them back ! <3 ! UNFORTUNATELY ... my mum wanted some of them... -smiling wryly- wad to do? *shakes head* fine....i giv her.. i'm generous rite? *being too perasan is not that good sometimes ;P*

will be very busy SOON...due to...my cousins? i dunno...i jz know i've a lot of plans...hope all of them work out smoothly ! (; will be glad for that !
my mum is out ! so...i'm the king at home now ! *teeehee!*

till then!

song of the day : RAIN by Mika !

the tyrant! =D

~Z.X~

i failed...

stop tormenting me...i dun wanna loathe you. plz...

dun make me rant at you... *roaarrr!*

something i dun wan

i dun wanna shed my tear ...

neither on ur bday nor mine.

i hope i can do it...

i'll try...for god's sake. (;

~Z.X~

O_o okay....

i've been in my kitchen for 3 hrs ! from 12pm - 3pm ! that's a good record (=

oh well...wad've i done then ?!

okay...at 1st i was suppose to cook for lunch....BUT *teedddeeeng !* my dad came home ! wee~ so ...he decided to cook for us *yey ! =DD* so... i jz stood aside n watched him cook ! *FYI , he never cooked for us b4 this was his 1st time !!! ;D*

after my yyuuuuuummmy lunch... i gotta do all the washing... -sigh- no point to snarl is useless =/ okay after the washing which took me bout half an hour =X i wanted to make myself FRUIT JUICE ~ sounds awesome ? right?

NO!

at 1st i made myself a cup of apple juice ....it really tastes good (= BUT ...

when i was making orange juice... I made a silliest mistake ever *grrrr* guess wad i've done to those cute round somehow irritating oranges ?

i put them into the blender... with their smooth SKIN ! *fainted* for god's sake, how could i be so stupid ?!

so... wad i can do was jz dump them all into the rubbish bin *mourning for them =( *

NVM...

i tried for the 2nd time (; ...this time i found out 1 thing... again O_o

i dunno how to peel orange using my hand....

argh !

i still succeed eventually . =) hehe! till then X!

we r a team !

win together lose together !

~Z.X~

.?.

non-stop worrying...

but never dare to ask n concern bout it...

what's wrong ?!



i dunno...

~Z.X~

birddyy ! =D

i saw a bird ...


a small one...


it is cute ... (=


WAIT a sec ...


it...










SHITs !





O_o



conclusion : birds are not cute... OR

zhee xuan is very bored now. XP

~Z.X~

i like this...check this out! =DD

" What kind of outfit's that?!" Joyce spat, as Beth stalked into the sitting room in a flame-red bikini and matching sandals . "it's not decent ! You can't go out there like this !! "

"Mum,this is a bikini" she said.

"There is no backside in that thing , and no one else round here wears thongs , so i dun wan you to be out there like this ! "

"Or is it about that fact that my backside is small and firm, whereas yours ... isn't ?"

somebody jz fainted ...

Silent Truths by Susan Lewis . (=

haha!!! i love this part of the book i was reading (: ... it's not good to retort ur mum but sometimes it's the truth...so wad to do ?

laugh ! HAHAHAHA! ;PP

~Z.X~

Fireflies - Owl City

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
Cause they'd fill the open air
And leave tear drops everywhere
You'd think me rude but I would just stand and
Stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns, slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems

Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach my how to dance
A foxtrot above my head
A sock-hop beneath my bed
The disco ball is just hanging by a thread
(Thread, thread...)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns, slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
(When I fall asleep)

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep?
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep
(Ha-ha)

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell
(Said farewell)
But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar
(Jar, jar, jar...)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns, slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
(When I fall asleep)
(2x)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns, slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

~Z.X~

Happy HOLIDAYS !

everyone ~

HAPPY HOLIDAYS !

not in mood now. sry.

~Z.X~

我是。。。

看着全世界破镜从圆，我这半边镜。。。无法与完好无缺之镜同摆一架，只许了然一身地站立着。

~Z.X~

BIIIGGGG GAIN (:

boys n girls, i'm here LOL !!! i'm sooo happy today ... so let's see how my happy day started (:

okay...i woke up at about 8.30 am today *though i dun really want to -__-* okay.... after my yuummmmy breakfast *thx mummy ! =DD* my mum brought us to a warehouse sale nearby my house...n i bought a new CHAIR for my room !!! *hooorraaayy :)* of cuz my bro got his too...

then i helped my mum to do some chores... arranged my bro's stuff >< especially his books n junks ! he should thanks to me though he will never do so, i know. ohh! then i found a big bag of TEDDY BEARS ! those i've never seen for years ! i was so happy till i yelled sampat-ly haha! a big big bag of teddy !!! =DDDD

-jumping ! hooping !- ^^

then i went to a Malay jamuan rumah terbuka oh well i gain nothing there. *if chicken n chao mihun r counted as gain then fine ==*

my dad brought us to somewhere called Taman Midah for massage cuz his hand injured a little =( we stayed for like an hour...i was so bored...thank god i brought my storybook there...but end up dozzing haha! *can't blame me that i'm a pigggyy ;PP* i think i should stop crapping here... wad did i gain today matters the MOST , rite ? ^-^

okay... we went to TESCO ... i bought something for someone.... *is my little secret...will be revealed soon!* n i bought myself a teddy bear cup !!! haha! my mum asked me to ! wee~ I LOVE TEDDY ~!

then we went to a kopitiam for dinner... okay... here's the pics !

the glasses of that kopitiam...look antique =/

guess wad i've ordered ? apple juice n....

i ate all these...believe?

curry noodle...asam laksa... fish n chips... * i was hungry =X*

i found this when i was eating asam laksa !

a love shaped onion ! =))

okay...i know i eat too much ... =\ but i'm happy ! so i will consider whether i should keep fit or not ! teeehheee ;D ...ok wad's next ...

oh yea....we went to furniture shop...n we bought my bro a study desk since he really needs 1 ! okay ...then we r planning to buy a new set of sofa ! woohoo !!! if we really bought it...means the old 1 will be in my room ! that's my plan.... hehe ! -evil laughter- hope so ! ^^

i think that's all for today....i know for some of you..maybe u think i actually gain nothing O_o but...i'm happy ... so who cares ?! haha !

till then =)

~Z.X~

WAD ?!

today ... in the morning... at tapak perhimpunan...
a girl kept saying "I LOVE YOU" to me... of cuz i replied her ...by saying "love u too!" ...

BUT

thing doesn't seem right after a while...

n Zhi Zhi came to me n say :" do u know someone is leaving ?"

my expression was " WAD ? O_o *super blur* "

n now i know why that girl kept saying she loves me...

cuz...

AUDREY CHUA is going to migrate to AUSTRALIA !!!

*sry Audrey...i gotta spread this news to the whole world as it was too sudden news for me =( *

my Drey~ ...is leaving us....

31 prefects left ! * too bad ! * =\

CHS is goint to lose a pro badminton player !

i'm going to lose my buddy who laughed with me all the time!

why r u guys leaving us?! dump us in M'sia n have fun outside lar ?!

u guys are...so bad....aaaaawwwww !!!

i love u so much n u dump me here !

Audrey... watch out!

~Z.X~

wad can i do now....?

am i ? i think so... *wondering non-stop* =/

i am an IDIOT ! so....? wad can i do now? in order to change this fact...

NOTHING

nothing can be done. sit n wait quietly... abandoned by the crowd...sitting at the conner... shivering
... bleakly.

oh well... i've learnt lots of lovely sentences from Gossip Girls... will try to post them as my personal message...so plz ppl ! dun misunderstand ar? =)

okay...i'm basically very bored. NOW!

no thx.

i'll put his picture down n...

maybe get some sleep tonight.

~Z.X~

my T-shirt !

hey ppl ! oh well... kinda... lazy these days...

sleeping...

munching...

gulping ...

okay...let's see wad i've done in these few days... hmm... i jz keep on watching my korean series for the 5TH time ! *sounds pretty crazy ...i know ^^* oh well... i read storybook also lar... so can considered not bad i suppose ;DD n i'm watching GOSSIP GIRLS now! thx to my buddy who downloaded for me * thank you ! terima kasih ! xie xie ! * oh well... kinda lifeless... )=

i went to ONE ACADEMY for t-shirt printing workshop on Thurs... n i get to paint a t-shirt for myself wee~ (= but...the t-shirt is L size >< it can be my pyjamas (: too bad i can't wear it out to anywhere i want... cuz it's too BIIIGGG ! :( oh well...nvm...maybe my mum could have it :D okay...if she wants... ahha!


anyway...wanna see my t-shirt ? *fyi...it wasn't that nice =X*

taaaadddaaaaa ! (=

is it nice? =/ fyi....i got no idea wad to draw... so that was my random idea... n my seni sucks... so... this is the best i can do i think ... (=

see ya !
xoxo gossip girls

~Z.X~

OUCH !

ouch ! my toe !!! ):

i jz fought with my bro ... n i WON ! *weehheee ;D*

BUT !

i HURT my toe !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-sobs- my toe is so freaking painful now !!!

"thx a bundle" to my BRO - MR.KENNETH CHAM.X.Q

OUCH !

hopefully i dun have to wear slipper to scul tomorrow =(

~Z.X~

the only song that suits my mood now

What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

i'm locked =(

~Z.X~ hardly speak

i love them <3

i love my DADDY ... he is awesome!

i love my MUMMY ... she loves me with all her heart ^^

i love my bro ? er i will consider bout it 1st *paisei hor =P*

i love my TEDDY ! i dunno whether he likes me... but i love him a lot!
* dun use IT to address teddy... use he/she instead... RESPECT TEDDY! (= *

but... should i love you? i wonder...

~Z.X~

my lunch (=

since no one cook lunch for me this afternoon cuz i PONTENG ! *yey!* i decided to...

cook?

NOPE~!

is to MESS UP my mum's kitchen! ;PP

the observations that can be taken are :

taaaddaaaa ! (:

Spagethi with meet ! (= *yuummmmmmmyyy*

*gulp*

taste good!

i think this is not enough for me...hmm...i better take my lunch now b4 my naughty bro comes back n fight with me for my Spppppaaaaggggeeeeettttttthiiii :DD

till then (:

~Z.X~

i miss you...so much ):

i miss you so so so much do u know that? ><
i hope u were there with me ... playing all day long...

but ... i know u r far away from me... very far :(

jz to tell you...i miss you so much <3

*wondering who am i talking bout ? hehe scroll down to find out then! ;P*

i

miss

you

so

much

,

do

you

know

that

?

MISS KOH HUEY CHEN ...

i miss the days we did our drama... we act,laughed,fell down together...

i spent my time jz thinkin' thinkin' thinkin' bout you...

every single day, yes! i'm missing missin' bout you...

~Z.X~ <3

TAAAaggggggyyyy!

ShareRules:Once you've been tagged, Fill this out IN YOUR OWN WORDS and re-post as, "My Autobiography" ...And use your own answers, not anyone else 's.
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1. Where did you take your profile pic?
-Prefects' Annual Dinner 2009 !

2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
-Singlet ...

3. What is your current problem?
-i'm toooooooo BORED ><

4. What makes you happy most?
-Hugging my teddy ^^

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
-Hot & Cold by Katy Pery

6. Any celeb you would marry?
- ZAC EFRON :D but he n vannessa is engaged. nvm ='(

7. Name someone/persons with the same birthday as you:
- my mum's uncle's fren's daughter's boyfriend's brother ! gotcha! i dunno lar...

8. Ever sang in front of a large audience?
- no way... ><

9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
- never...cuz i look like a...teddy ? ><

10. Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows?
- duh ! they r rock ! *when i'm bored :P*

11. Do you speak any other languages than English?
- i speak CHINESE...MALAY >.< n other loghat

12. Has anyone you've been really close passed away?
- my fren's dog? ahah

13. Do you ever watch MTV?
- of course...Zac always get prizes

14. What's something that really annoys you?
- er... chores?

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Chapter 1
1. Middle name:
-Zhee Xuan

2. Nickname(s):
-Leng Zhai ^^ , ah xuuuaaaannn ~

3. Current location:
- wan it to be precise ? okay then...i'm on earth in Malaysia's Selangor's Seri Kembangan's Tanming Jaya's my house's study room...n in front of com!

4. Eye color:
-blllaaaaaaaccckkkkk
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Chapter 2
1. Do you get along with your parent(s):
- OF COURSE!

2.Are your parents married/separated/divorced:
-Married *wonder wad this question supposed to mean ><*

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Chapter 3 : Favourites
1.Ice Cream:
-Chocolaatttteeeeeee!
2. Season:
- hmm...Spring ? no...Winter?...not really...Summer...hmm dun like...okay AUTUMN then! :D
3. Shampoo/conditioner:
-Rejoice ? silky black hair! (:
4. Favorite Thing:
-wad else? TEDDY lar ! =DD
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Chapter 4: Do You..
1. Dance in the shower?:
-when the water is too cold i dance agogo! haha
2. Do you write on your hand?
-always ! since i'm so forgetful ><

3. Call people back?:
- hardly...haha =)

4. Believe in God?:
-kinda...

5. Any bad habits?
- i like to hit those lame guys n ...i love to argue with ppl ! *is a practise!*

6. Any mental health issues?
- MENTAL ?! wow...no i suppose
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Chapter 5: Have You..
1. Sprained stuff:
- yea :P

2. Had physical therapy?
- noppeee

3. Gotten stitches?
-nooo

4. Taken painkillers:
- yea to kill my gastric...ahh!

5. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling:
- NO... :( sad case rite?

6. Thrown up at the dentist:
-haha...u may ask the dentist ..i'm not sure

7. Sworn in front of your parents?
- for wad? it's always useless haha!

8. Had detention?
- under the sunlight ? yea!
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Chapter 6: Who/What was the last
1. Three people who texted you:
-Amanda Foo...n **** *** & teck ming !

2.Person you called:
-walao...my mum on Friday haha!

3. Person you hugged:
-teddy lor!!! wad else ? who else?

4. Person you tackled?:
-my bro ! =P poor him ><

5. Person you talked to on MSN?:
-Fook Hong...

6. Thing you touched?
- keyboard!

7. Thing you ate? :
-porridge >< i hate it

8. Thing you drank:
- mineral water! good for health !

9. Thing you said:
- i dun wan porridge anymore!

10. Friend you saw ytd(12am-12am):
- a lot ! er...teck ming was the very last 1

NOW TAG 10 PEOPLE! AND GET THEM TO DO THE SAME! :)
:D Amanda Foo

:D Gan Wei Sim

:D Wong Qi Le...*too random*

:D Chan Si Ning...* her blog is kinda...half-dead*

:D Hui Xin Ng

:D Aaron Leong...then

:D 3A2-ians

:D anyone

:D someone

:D no one

~Z.X~

ooo..yeeeaaaaaa!

wad a relief! i'm finally out of the game ! TATA! *wondering wad game i was in ?* oopsy...i can't tell )= sry guys....>< but some of u might know ! hehe =P ...

okay...so let's talk bout the F3 prefects' outing yesterday...we went to Sunway Pyramid...then met at the main entrance...then we went to watch PANDORUM ! that movie was so cool !!! killing here n there man! the sound effects was damn nice...n scary ahha! oh well...i like that movie!

anyway...i bought myself a teddy bear purse ! =DDD i was so happy ! cuz it was my 1st time i bought myself a purse at MUM-FREE ZONE *that's wad they called* . ahah! oh well i jz love that purse so much...is brown n white with teddy ! jz perfect! my mum said it's nice too! *duh ! i got a good taste k? hehe * then we went to gift shops to get somebody's presentS! i can't tell is who...cuz if they knew...i'll be killed ! =((( u dun wan me to die rite...? hehe!

oh well...gtg! see u guys around!
wait...
a big CONGRATULATION to the DRAMA club! they won CHAMPION in the national level drama competition! n they r going to belanja me! that's a pledge (:
n congrats to the K.T.F.B band too!!! they got the highest vote for the Greeday competition!
we r awesome! aren't we?
ciaozz~

~Z.X~

Edwin

we'll keep our misses till next year...
but i think u'll miss me more! since i'm the most leng zhai 1... *haha!* -evil laugh-

bring some hot babes back if u can! but i think u can never success. teeehhheeee =P
have fun in Aus! 10 year old boy! muahahahax~

~Z.X~

leng zhai is bored now!

can't really figure out how an ultimate "leng zhai" could be so bored? here! i'm here! 3A2 ultimate leng zhai is here !!! well based on my starting of this post...u can really see that i'm BORED ! >< color="#ff6600">STILL there...how come?! no wonder i can't really have fun ! *pissed off myself ><* oh well...should i study since my mood still there? -1 sec past- NO NO NO!!! stop studying u idiot ! enough of books! rest ur mind lar! at least 1 week ^^ *i heard clapping ! teeehhee :D*

going to my grandpa hse tomorrow night...my aunt n her family r coming back from Singapore ! hoooorrraaayy !!! *wasn't that excited honestly =.=''' * oh well...my cousin there jz finish her primary6 exam...which called i-dunno-exam *hahahah!* is something like UPSR in M'sia but definitely much harder ! oh man...compared M'sia exam to Singapore's ?! no way...we r so...OUT! *sobs T_T* that's y my cousin was so stressed... n now...she's free!!! she can teman me chit chat...or i can teman her crapping all night! *isn't it the same? O_o* we usually talked bout...er scul...MUMMY-s *fyi mummies doesn't really sound nice ;P* n we talked bout FRIENDS in scul ! i'm always proud of my friends...cuz i've bunch of good...kind...generous...smart...funny frens! they are GREAT & FAB! friends are forever ! Boys are wadever?! *oh well...haha! anything! =D*

so my dad plans to bring us to Muar for... idk reason...but since i got lots of time... i dun mind staying there for few days to inhale some fresh air ! certainly not study-air ! ^^ i heard that otak-otak there is so nice...to eat! i'm going to try it IF my dad din leave his plane.*direct traslation from FANG FEI JI ... haha! ;D*

i jz slept for like an hour...b4 i watched Janice Dickson Modelling Agency... i was so tired ... playing com ! ahha! that's y i need to take a nap...but i took it at a wrrrrooonng time! n now i can't sleep! posting craps here! *sry peeps...if u were expecting something special from this post ><* n at this moment my neighbours r playing some...crackers! BOOM! BIANG! PIAK! BLANG! wad a blast! whee~ fireworks too...

i think is time for me to stop crapping n go on reading my storybook ^^ i plan to finish it by this week so that i can buy some new books!!! anyway...hopefully f3 prefects can make it for the outing on next Saturday...

ciaozz~ dun miss me ya! *sry...my perasan-ess popped out when i'm bored =P*

~Z.X~

POSTPONED !

hey f3 prefects...since many of u unable to turn up on MON (19/10/09) due to drama or HNG or wadever reasons so we decided to postpone it to

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Date : 24th of OCT (Saturday)

Time : afternoon till night *if possible...cuz many of u having activities in the morning at scul*

Venue : Sunway ! (:

reserve that day if possible...it has been a long time that we din hang out together rite? so try to make it on that day ! (=

inform me ^^ or jiawenn~ or Ivan !

thx ppl ! =)

~Z.X~

take note.

hey Form 3 prefects...any plan on MON?

oh well... we r planning to go Sunway for movie n lepak there... ;PP
if u r interested...tell me then ! i'll be there for u ^^...

Venue : Sunway Pyramid (:

Date : 19/10/09

Time : 12.00pm-5.00pm *around that...might have some changes... :D *

People who r going so far : Ivan , Teck Ming , Jiawen , Xiu Hui , Yi Wen , Seong Hseng , Fook Hong , Jian Pang * probably lar * , n ...me ? *not sure yet ><*

lets come n rock our after PMR life...

take a break...have a kitkat ! ;DD

~Z.X~

1st day of life after PMR

we were so excited when PMR is over ! we screamed n yelled like mad !
but all of us were so freaking bored today in scul !!! we lepak here n there ... chit chat this n that... but the time seems like never moved >< that kind of lifeless life was suck ! all of us were waiting for time to pass then go 4 recess then run out from the scul...

today,after recess, Pn.Joyce suddenly asked to help out to catch f4's who ponteng 1...okay...finally we can get out n have a walk...oh well...we walked around... then after that small tiny duty was done, back to class....sitting there...dreaming AGAIN ! *so lifeless man!*

wad i've done today was i played chinese poker ! *ppl...chill ! is not real poker cards! it was jz chess !!! haha gotcha! ;PP * we named that as "pian qi"...means u must know how to cheat ! *sounds cool rite? oh well...*

that's all i've done today ! i can't stand it man! life is getting so bored...i miss PMR somehow...at least we study or do something...now ?! is like nothing for u to do *aww ><*

okay...i'll be back posting some lame stuff at night...since u can see that i'm so bored ! * i am ! =D*
ciaozzz~

~Z.X~

a lame post...

*the conversation- me n my student EDWIN ;PP*

i was bored...so i took the pic of my conversation with edwin...

he admitted that i'm his sifu...n he is my dog student...

sounds doggy rite? it was lame =.=

~Z.X~

PMR is officially OVER !!!

yo world ! i'm back n...

PMR

IS

OVER !

time for us to yell out loud n party !!! i bet u guys can see this 3 big words in almost every single f3's blog ! everybody is onlining rite ppl?

when the clock striked at 3.10pm ,our class screamed like mad man! the whole scul was like going to collaspe ! =DD duh ! PMR is over ...wad else?! although it is not everything but...time for us to buang creppy subjects far far away! SEJARAH ?! GEOGRAFI ?! KH ?! where were they ? in the sea haha! tata ~ dun miss me...i won't miss u guys at all ;P !

oh well...perhaps some seniors will feel that we r acting pretty childish but COME ON ! u guys were that high last time rite? dun lie! haha !

so many movie r waiting for me for ages...how could i dissapoint them ? NO WAY ! i'm coming ! (:

btw...i cried after sitting for the last paper... *dun misunderstand it...i would not cry for PMR =P*

is just that...my fren...NO my good fren...NO NO is my BEST FREN ! Miss Koh Huey Chen, the pretty gymnast...the sports queen...the academic princess...she is leaving us... i din know i'll cry...but the moment when i hug her...i was like aww~ dun go~...

Huey Chen Koh, i'll miss you...a lot! n i love u ...bear that in mind k? dun ever forget me ar ! all the best in singapore... i'll miss all the dramas that i've done with you...i'll miss everything...TAKE CARE =( *for those who r interested ...u may scroll down all the way to see her pic with me :DD*

let's ROCK the life after PMR !!!

~Z.X~

2 more WEEKS !

ppl ! 2 more weeks to PMR !

r u guys having fun studying ? *sounds weird O_o*

anyway... we jz got 2 more weeks to suffer...n after that we can yell n scream whenever wherever wadever we want ! isn't it COOOOLLLL ? (:

so let's suffer for two more weeks ! *yey ! sounds weirder*

~Z.X~

^-^ & T_T

mua back! *haha a little hyper =P*

tomorrow is a holiday ! which is a good thing for many of us...cuz i haven't done my seni folio :P haha! today gerak gempur was...okay...speechless...no1 cares bout it at all! ahha...

hmm...i guess everybody heard bout 3A2 "proud" thingy about the blog rite? i believe we'll be alright...we r united ! that's 3A2...we r all in this together...so let's jz clean up the mess together! agree 3A2 peeps? ahha! ^^

anyway...our chinese teacher, Miss Fan Pik Shy...she's going to UM so today was her last day... =X unfortunately we were having exam today so no time to say bye bye to her...T_T
thanks her for everything...her teaching...her jokes...her stories...everything...
谢谢潘老师！ *very touching rite...i know :)* seriously thank you -bowing- ^^
bye miss Fan...

that's all ... no time to fool around edi :( two more weeks ppl! then we r FREE!!!

~Z.X~

my...many 1st time...

today...i went to Amcorp Mall with wei sim,shu hui n wai yen...to have our lunch...korean food ! :) fyi...this was my 1st time i stepped in Amcorp Mall ! *sounds idiot rite ? ><* this was my 1st time i went to shopping centre with my friends... *sounds more idiotic now...i know ):* this was the 1st time i went out of the scul without my mum's permission ! *so daring man...* see? i got so many 1st time ... it was the 1st time for me to step in a korean restaurant also... *sounds very sakai now... =X wad to do? i prefer japanese mar... ;P* i've given my 1st time to my friends...my 1st time...not 1st night k? *dun think sick -__-*

btw...the korean food there was nice ! :) we spent RM30 only to get everybody filled. each of us pay RM7.50.... its service was fast btw...we spent 15 min to reach there from scul by taking num 11 bus... *if u know wad is num11 bus hah! smart!* then we jz spent like half an hour to eat...then chao back to scul... actually shu hui,wei sim n wai yen they all got tuition at 2pm...but i jz stay back to have my lunch... *never thought of having such a delicious lunch on weekday ;P* then they sent me back till the scul gate...then bye bye...they went to their tuition ... very good friends rite? =) at least i dun have to walk back to scul alone...u know wad? if u dump me at any corner in PJ, i might get lost man...haha i know this sounds...stupid indeed but wad to do ? haha =)

anyway...thx peeps! n tomorrow is my peeps' birthday ... so let's wish them earlier :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

to

WONG SHU HUI

&...

WONG SHU LING

!!!

*they are twins in 3A3 ! i know them since form 1...n we have many things in common...that's y we can chit chat non stop at anytime anywhere :P they r really good n nice n PRETTY friends!*

ROCK 15teen !

anyway...Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson is quite nice (:

i want you to know...it doesn't matter...

that's all :) going to ponteng tomorrow :P !
ciaozz...

~Z.X~

Haapppyy Biirrtthdday !!!

tonight i'm going to lose around 4 hrs of study time =X...but...i'm going to celebrate my grandpa 84th birthday !!! =) my grandpa rocks rite? he rocks !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

to my beloved

WA GONG ! *grandpa in hokkien ;P*

loves!

wish u happy always :DD
wish u healthy all the time :))
may all bad lucks get rid of u...! i said so...n they will gone jz like that !
may all good lucks surround u all the time ! they won't leave u...forever...*i'll make sure that ;P*

since i'm going to lose so many hrs of study time...i better study now :)...

going to rock my grandpa tonight ! (: ...

~Z.X~