i dunno...

i dunno...
i'm confused...
about everything...

i thought i'm clear...
but actually i'm blur...

i've been emo n sad for 1 week...
n i'm still crying...

7 days!
i dunno...jz wish i could stop crying...

every1 asked me 2 cheer up...
i hope i can ...
but i jz can't...
not that i dun wan...
jz i can't
...

my emotion is beyond my control...
i dunno...

blur girl

~Z.X~

Happy Birthday....to ME!

although i was a little bit sad n emo today...

but is still my birthday !

last night...

i received 4 msges b4 i slept...

1st - a secretive person...

2nd - Amanda Foo

3rd - Soon Wey...(my primary classmate & best fren)

4th - Zhi Ying

wee~

this morning when i reached scul...

everybody seemed like forgot bout my bday edi...nvm...

then...huey chen popped out ... teman me...but she wasn't the 1st 1 who wished me...

Si Ning was the first...

she gave me a rubik's cube too~~ thx ya !

then ... huey chen wished me...

zhi ying, audrey, ke yin, zheng wei,june

they all wished me too ... ^^

re gin gave me a furry soft hippo! thx yea~

then i told tian yoon bout my bday...

of cuz she wished me...

then lay kuan...was the only senior who notice that...

she wished me as well...thx...

when started duty...

i was in E1...

i told kar kei, may loo n jia pei bout my bday...

they hugged n wished me... so warm man...

at the tapak

li zhong n ming ging shaked hand with me n wished me...
then...mah song jun on the way to the tapak...

wished me too...a little bit surprise...hehe

when back to class...

everybody wished me!

yee wei, yi lin, wei sim, darrion, wai yan, li anne, sue ying...

they all wished me at the same time...yey!

i was like... thank you thank you thank you n thank you!

edwin,kian kun they all...

normal lol...sang a bday song for me...it sounds like this...

"Happy Birthday to a boy...x4"

lame indeed...but still thx...haha...

was playing cube all day long...cool~

after scul...

ivan...sang me a bday song too...but in a very pathetic version...lol!

thx ar...

anyway...thx to hui xin...

thx for ur shoulder...

thx ya...

lastly...a happy bday song for myself...

Happy Birthday to me~

Happy Birthday to me~

Happy Birthday to Teddy~

Happy Birthday to me ~!

bday girl

~Z.X~

i'm back

sry guys...

long time din update my blog...

i'm finally back...

but not in a good mood ...

nothing much to say...

jz...

speechless

~Z.X~

1st TAG ^^

1)The person who tagg you is:Kai Qian
2)Your relastionship with him/her is:Friends...no longer senior n junior ^^
3)Your first impression of him/her is : sweet ~
4) The most memorable moments with them: anytime hehe ^^
5) The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is: er...too much
6) If he/she becomes your lover, you will... : say:" spastik-nya~
7) If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve at: be cutter !
8) If he/she becomes yr enemy, what would you do: NO WAY ! ^^
9) If he/she becomes yr enemy, the reason will be: i'm too fierce hehe...
10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: chat with her i guess...
11) Your overall impression on him/her: sweet...n sweat ~
12) The characteristic you love most about yourself: LaM3
13) The characteristic you hate most about yourself: Emotional!
14) The most ideal person you want to be is: hmm...so far no one
15) For people who care and love you, say something to them: THX...!!!

actually still got a lot..a lot...but ... i'm too LAZY...hehe eventhough this is my 1st tag...^^

Teacher's Day Preparation

Teacher's Day's Preparation PICs r here !

let the pics do the talking then ...

4 "leng zhai" ...

Audrey, Me, Zhi Ying...in the dark...

Shadow of L.O.V.E

two Machos under the light in the dark =.=

DINNER TIME ! Pizza Hut in the dark ...wee~

Audrey, Zhi Ying, Shi Yi

Yih Ming was busy helping us...THX ya!

they were moving a big long ballon chain!

taken by me on the roof AGAIN~hehe

i was on the roof of the science lab block!!!

*** stars everywhere ***

THE END

~Z.X~

Teacher's Day 2009 ~

this year teacher's day wasn't really nice...but the coolest thing was...
i stayed overnight in scul...n i jz have an hour of sleep !
i slept at 4.30am-5.30am on the bench in the prefect room...
the rest of the time i jz helped out of the mascot...
well...becuz there's no well planning...n this was the 1st time prefects do all this preparation stuff...so it took lots of time...
i actually fell asleep on the tapak...too tired...

shu han is so caring... she took care of me n others all the time..
her parents bought us some snacks n water at night...n breakfast too!
tian yoon is caring too...she brought clothes for me so that i can shower in scul!
thx thx thx a lot a lot...

Some dicipline teachers came to scul to take care of us at night...
so touching...
Mr.Lean bought roti canai for us as supper ! cool ~
we ordered PIzza Hut for dinner...wee~~

anyway...thx to everyone...
especially the 2 form 2's scouts...
林诚颖 & Yeow Yih Ming 乂铭
both of them were so kind...
they helped us too...er...in order to ponteng...hehe
but still thx
especially Yih Ming...he stayed till 8.30pm man!

THX ! i will praise u guys in front of ur seniors next time ... i hope ^^

THX everyone...
well...i'm not really happy for some personal reason...too bad lar

1 day before 5th of May

today is 1 day before 5th of May...not exactly 1 day...

i dun really like the date....eventhough it sounds very nice...(5/5)

but jz that i got lots of bad memories....happened on that particular date...almost every year...

so now...i think i got fobia towards that date...

i'm freaking tired now...very tired...indeed...

but i jz dun dare to sleep...

dun dare to close my eyes...

my eyes ... really can't open now...

but i still force myself to open them big wide...

zzz....sleepy...tired...
but ....

I CAN' T SLEEP !!!

i need to sleep...i have to sleep...
but

HOW ???

~Z.X~ panda